Today is the day.....

Weigh in! I hate tuesday because of this.....not because I have to stand in front of a bunch of ladies and weigh myself BUT because I have to work all day....and starve ALL day! I started this starving bit back in July when I started WW and I feel like if I give up on it now I will be cheating myself......So I goto work....small both breakfast and lunch......come home and wait around for 5pm:( I am so sleepy and lack energy SO much on tuesdays it takes me a couple days to recover! I know....You ask why? Its a sick little obession I have and nothing is gonna change! So wish me luck and if I dont meet that goal of 3.1 pounds this week, PLEASE just grace me with a loss alone and maybe I will meet that 10% next week! This week=7 days= 100% OP!!! YAY ME!

Ok? So even?

God took a day off....right??? So I caved and didnt goto the gym today....I had fully intended on going to WHS with Chad and Sally tonight and we got all the way there and they were CLOSED! Grrrrrr! So....I didnt get in any exercise today....outta my normal 10000 steps I conquer at work! So I stayed way under points this week only going over by a couple dipping into my weekly extras and going to the gym 3 days this week! Thats a steop in the forward direction for me:) So I am hoping and praying that I watch that scale at least decline a little this week:) WISH ME LUCK!

Whew! I made it!

Chad and I have attended the gym ALL WEEKEND LONG! I am soooo SUPER proud of myself as well as Chad....I feel extra great and I know this is secretly killing Him:) I have 3.1 pounds to lose before I make my 10% goal at WW and I get that cool keychain that I have been longing for....I was hoping that I would meet that goal this week but if not this week for sure the following:) I went and bought some more workout clothes at TJMaxx today....They had a whole truckload of Puma shit there. I plan on going to the gym after work tomorrow and depending on Chad when he gets home from work whether or not we goto Western High School tomorrow night for workout #2:) Until tomorrow:)

Nursing Hostage....

I missed my post yesterday because I was held hostage at work AGAIN! I am super duper proud of myself I must add.....I managed to stay OP last night AND I had Chad bring me subway to do so:) I have downgraded to a 6 inch sandwhich and a cup of soup instead of the regular footlong and soup! AND I was satisfied! Plans for the weekend are to get groceries and goto the gym with Chad both days....I really wanna get close to that 10% this week at WW:) Keep praying for me!:) Until next time!

Another day has come and gone....

Its been 2 WHOLE days since I recommited myself and.....drum roll please.....SO FAR SO GOOD! I have been exactly OP and I am heading to the gym at Western High School with Chad and his mom tonight! On another note I have tried to remain positive all week and I have pretty much succeeded.....but the week is not over yet! Pray for me to get through the week!:)

Welp:) 2011 is gonna be my year!

Ok So I am back.....for good this time:) I am been working on this weight loss goal since roughly about 2005, I have met goal once back in september of 2009 but I fell back off the wagon with the hustle and bustle of nursing school round #2....I am making this vow right now to not let myslef get to this point for my bachelors program:) So I am a hardcore, paying, meeting attending, gym junkie......I started at 188.8 pounds back in July of 2010, I weighed in yesterday at 173 even, Most people would look at that and say.....16 pounds in 6 months?! really?! Your wasting your time AND your money!!! I have cheated alot along the way and I have spent many weeks dropping only tenths of a pound, but here I am.....starting today I am gonna write in this journal to make myself completely accountable to follow that plan! So here I am:) Until tomorrow to update how today went.....

Its been a while...

But I am still here....I promise I am.....I am also still running strong! I just weighed in at 182.4 but I am pending TOM again......jesus 28 days seems to fly by! I have been managing to at least walk a mile and a half a day and on most days its 5 miles total......