I did it again....

I went for ANOTHER 30 minute walk today down the road in the better cold..........I drug Rj with me this time:) And of course the doggies:) Its not even cold once you get out there but I of course would not go for much more that 30 minutes......I am gonna shoot to walk before work all weekend its supposed to be up in the high 30's with possible rain?????!!! WTF?

On another note...........we hooked the Wii up to the internet and its pretty damn cool! You can play games from other NIntendo game systems:) Also we bought a new game.....are you smarter than a 5th grader.......talk about depressing to the fact that I am NOT smarter than a 5th grader on most questions! hahha

OK.........I caved:)

And had me a Cadbury Creme Egg! And it was SO worth it, it wasnt really cheating since it came outta my weekly points and I feed real good about that:) I also just bought a single one at Walmart and didnt get a 4 pack.....I didnt want to sabotage myself:)hahah They are good stock this year.......nice and gooey! hahah

Another addiction I have found: Vanilla flavored coffee with 2 single creamers.....and splenda......only 2 points! Yay me! Now my teeth are gonna get all stained and yellow:(

You wouldn't BELIEVE it if I told you!

I went for a walk! For 30 minutes up the road in the cold arctic air.........hahaha I was sweating like a whore in church with all the layers I had on! I took Sadie and Timbur in their littlke sweaters and Sadie is SO fat she couldnt hang! I had to carry her for a bit...........LAZY ASS DOG! I am gonna get on the Wii in a bit just to at least weigh in.........its my secret way of "not" weighing myself everyday, as long as Mii tells me I made some improvement from the day before......

Neat-o Diet site!

At www.neversaydiet.com.........Its super cool! You can calculate activities and caloried burned......also if you are having a craving you put it in and it will tell you what to substitute that craving with........Check it out! Its a keeper!!

Yummy ideas for my fellow dieters....

I bought some of that Dannon Activia with the fiber in it at Meijers yesterday, I got the Vanilla and cereal and the Strawberry and cereal ones and they are DELICIOUS! They are the smaller containers and they are 2 points a piece but they are SO yummy and filling too! Also I found 100 calorie cheesecake bars that were in the cereal isle by the granola bars that are Superb! Anyone out there find anything recently that are to die for yet low in points????

Contemplating a goal for tomorrow....

I have tomorrow off and the temp high is stating that it may get up to 25 degrees........I am thinking that I may force myself out into the cold and go for a short walk of at least a mile.......Even if it is just down to the neighboring road its something right?! Its better that sitting here and looking at my Wii! hahah We will see what tomorrow will bring be ambition wise:)

I just wanted to add this for Sarah and I to get motivated........Sisty Burdane! Summer of skinniness 2006!

Now with that said..........LETS GET OUR ASSES WALKING LIKE WE DID THAT SUMMER! HAHHA

SO stressed out in this diet world.....

The cadbury eggs being in existance COMPLETELY sent me over the edge in this diet hell! I want one SO bad! Its SO hard to resist that sugary no nutritional value little suckers! hahah

Onto good news.........well good news I hope:) After my weekend of buffet cheating I have been right back on track with week #3 since monday and I can tell! I have been shitting my brains out with all the veggies and fiber getting back into my system! hahah I want to weigh myself but I think that weighing myself everyday was what was discouraging me........I was seeing loss on some days and then when I would get to the actual weigh day I was not any lower..........My goal for this week: TO NOT WEIGH MYSELF UNTIL MONDAY! And to stay OP of course:)

I am jumping back on the Wii tomorrow before work too.....HOw lazy can one be when youhave the Wii fit sitting right in front of you and you still dont use it?! hahah

Good luck to all!

ALERT ALERT! BEWARE!

I have gotten word that Cadbury Creme Eggs are in the stores! Remember my fellow dieters and addicts of Cadbury Eggs......4 points a piece is NOT worth it! hahah

Nutrition Facts
Serving Size 1 egg (39.0 g)

Amount Per Serving
Calories 170Calories from Fat 54
% Daily Value*
Total Fat 6.0g9%
Saturated Fat 3.5g17%
Cholesterol 5mg2%
Sodium 25mg1%
Total Carbohydrates 28.0g9%
Sugars 25.0g
Protein 2.0g

Vitamin A 0% • Vitamin C 0%
Calcium 4% • Iron 0%

* Based on a 2000 calorie diet

Well...........(drum roll please.....)

I gained ONLY 3 pounds after my weekend buffet binge! I am kinda proud of that too if you would have seen what all I ate! hahah And plus it just gives me WAY more to lose by next monday:) Good luck to all! And I am back suffering strictly on the diet as of today! hahah

I feel off the wagon..........:(

For the weekend at least! I am ready to jump right back on though! I made some very poor choices eating at buffets both days this weekend with Lacy....does it count that I onle ate once meal each day?! hahah I feel like a fat slug again but it is nearing the TOM also with my included immediate 5 pound gain that comes along with it.....I am really stuck in weight loss hell! I dont know why the last 15-20 pounds has to be the worst and the hardest! This weight is not going to go ANYWHERE without walking I am positive........so THINK SPRING!

Oh yea I had a baby this weekend so what more to you expect but no weightloss???!!! haha Here is a pic of me and my new baby!


And here is where Baby Pistol Pete thinks my nose is a nipple..........hahah

Losing Motivation and hope.......

Ugh! I am feeling myself.........if I dont start seeing some results really soon............falling back into my old ways....I know that that is bad because I havent felt this much motivation since the summer of 2006, but its sickening that I have been doing SO good and eating so many fruits and veggies until they are coming out my ears and seeing NO results! I know its the walking that Sarah and I did that one summer that pushed us to lose that 25 pounds and as soon as the first 40 degree day hits were on! I think that it makes it hard also that I seriously only have like 15 maybe 20 pounds left to lose and they are the worst! I just want to see 169 again, the lowest that I ever seen even the summer of 2006 was 167 and that was only for a brief moment, maybe its not possible to get any lower for me........I am destined to be a "fat girl" FOREVER! hahha

Things are looking up.........

Ok so I got my ass back on the Wii........I only did 15 minutes because I was super tired today and slept in for a bit and I was pressed for time.....Why did the Wii say that I had lost 1.3 pounds since last wednesday????( That was the last time that I did it!:() So curiosity got the best of me and I jumped on the scale before I took my shower and I have lost .4 of a pound just since yesterday! I did drop a large group of kids off at the pool this morning if ya know what I mean!:) hahah

I even went to visit some friends last night whom had just made a nice fresh batch of no bake cookies......After my disappointment of yesterdays weighin I splurged!............And ate 3 of them! hahha So HOW did I lose???? I swear WW is fucked up like that.........I just want wait to get walking again, that to which I see proven results:) The first warmer above zero day.......Sarah have your walking shoes ready!

I am BITTER!

Ok so today was my weigh in day....I am up by .5 or 1/2 of a pound from last week! HOW?! I did not cheat, I drank a gallon of water a day.......Its that funky new WW point system of 27 points a day for my weight.....guess what?! I knocked myself back down to 22 from now on! I am VERY PISSY! I guess I just should have ate them damn donuts that she had at work, I probably woulnt be any further ahead! Ugh!

Everyone send skinny thoughts my way!

Its not looking good for me this week....

I obsessively jumped on the scale this morning before I took my shower and it shower a 2 lb weight gain since my last weigh in! WTF?! I have religously eaten well.....I am hoping that its water or something that will pass before tomorrow morning when I have my offical weighin......I haevnt been on the Wii in like 3 days so that may be my problem....... I am starting to get discouraged REALLY fast! And a damn Whopper with cheese is tempting me if I dont see some result soon! hahah One of the nurses at work even brought in donuts to work on friday and I never touched a single one! I hate that I have been SO good yet I seen no results!

I feel a little crappy!

Ok so I cheated a little last night by eating too much of a good thing! hahah Raisin Bran crunch was WAY too go to stop at the 1 cup.........so I fell off the wagon, I admit it but I am back on today and headed in the right direction:) Weigh in day is only 2 days away I hope there is good results!

Ugh!!

I think that I am once again fighting ANOTHER cold! I just fought one off a couple weeks ago......I am SO sick of this shitty cold weather..........I am loaded up on Zicam and mucinex....Hopefully I can fight it off........

When I am sick it makes it so hard for me to stay strict to the diet, I kinda felt like I cheated last night eating a foot long turkey sub at subway.....I dont know why cause its all I had eaten all day.......Ok I hope I feel better tomorrow and can get back on the Wii!

So I have concluded....

I thought that I would add a pic of my cute little man.....I gave him a haircut and he was shivering so he had to wear his little coat:)Nothing diet related just a proud mama!:)

That I am ONLY going to weigh myself once a week and that is going to be on mondays........I was becoming WAY too obsessed with it and then somedays I was being disappointed:) So look for my weigh in on mondays!

On another note I ran or I should say jogged in place for 10 whole minutes with the Wii fit today.....I actually accoplished a mile and a half.....who would have thought? Do you think this is really considered a jog? Who knows but I was sweating! hahha Off to work...........

I am SO done....

With winter! I pretty much knew this since the first snowflake hit the ground but now I am offically DONE! I hate this cold arctic weather that we are getting! And I hate the damn propane bill! Ugh!

OK enough of my negativity.....I weight in at the same amount as yesterday.....174.8.......I think it may have somet o so with starting WW online.......my points went up 5 whole points from what I was using............so I am going to try to downplay them a bit and go back to where I was still using WW online........I just cant imagine after YEARS and YEARS of being at 22 points for my weight, I have to eat 27 points now???? That says weight GAIN to me! I was lazy before work not doing the Wii Fit........which now assures me that I will be doing it tonight at midnight or later:) Until next time.......

Weight watchers here I come!

Well guys I am weighing in at 174.8 this morning! Thats a pound loss from yesterday!:) Its gotta be that Wii Fit! hahah I am SO sore today after hula hooping and doing all the other stuff it has! hahah I joined Weight Watchers online last night to give it a try to see if it will help me....It was one week for free so I said what the heck!? Its pretty neato you can track all your eating online and I wont even need that new pad of paper that I bought for tracking! Ok so I guess my goal for this week is just to keep doing what I am doing.........

And the Final results for week #1 are..........

a 5.4 pound loss! I remained the same weight this morning that I was yesterday.....Damn that Applebees! Why do you have to be SO good!!! hahah I didnt think that a steak, mashed potatos and veggies would hurt me that much especially since that is ALL I ate yesterday and with all the walking that Lacy and I did up at Birch Run shopping:) But I did get the mashed potatos Loaded:) haha
Rj and I were up till 5 am messing around with the Wii fit.........I like how it tells us both that we are overweight! hahha In the run I was getting pissed trying to pass that damn guide! hahah

Ok onto week #2!

I just knew it!

I just knew I felt skinnier! I weighed in at 175.6 pounds! Thats a 1.6 pound loss from yesterday and a 5.4 pound total loss for the week! My official week is not over yet until Sunday so thats not the week total yet! We will see what tomorrow bring though since Lacy and I are gonna head up to Birch Run and go shopping today.......It could be a good thing and it could be a bad thing........Exercise or possibly having to eat junk food???? We will see!

I got me a Wii!

Lacy had stopped into work today around 4pm to get her paycheck and her and Brianna came up to Unit 4 to see me and I was telling her how Rj had called all of Jackson last night to see if anyone had the Wii and/or the Wii fit and had no luck what so ever! The Unit secretary heard and said, " I will find you a Wii" She got on the phone called one place....Game Stop in the Westwood mall and they answered the phone, " Game Stop we have Wii's in stock, how may I help you?" So Lacy ran and cashed her check and stood in a long line and FINALLY got me a Wii!!!! Next Adventure.......Trying to find a Wii fit!They have them on ebay brand new for $135 so I could pay a little extra and go that route if I dont have any luck this weekend finding one............

On the diet track..........I did awesome once again on day #5..........I did eat me a piece of white toast at work with about 2 tablespoons of PB on it with banana slices........I have always heard that this is awesome and I had all the materials so I went with it! :) It shouldnt hurt me too bad:)

I hope there is some loss tomorrow when I log my post:)

Pressed for time!

I dont have too much time to post a valid posting today but I will post that with my weigh in this morning I remained the same as yesterday at 177.2.........actually I guess you can say that I gained .2 of a pound.........Off to do some running before work!

I made it!

Through Day #4 and after the night that I endured tonight I am SO proud of my accomplishments of sticking to this diet! I just hope I wake up to a scale for the 5th day in a row with a 1 pound weight loss:) Until next time:)

I almost cant believe it!

Well I obsessively weighed myself again.......I am down 1 more pound to 177! Thats a loss of a pound each day and making my total loss for this week that started monday a 4 pound loss! YAY ME! I also would like to add that I put on a scrub outfit that I purchased back in late summer early fall that was a little snug on me and I am wearing it to work today! Granted its a little snugger than what I would normally like but if I had gone another size larger it would look like I shit my pants! haha But today with my reformed confidence in losing my 4 pounds I am gonna rock it out! haha I am gonna post a picture of me and my outfit:) I dont know what is motivating me so much but I hope its this blog cause I am gonna keep on going with it!

Wow!

Well I made it through day #3 of this diet and day #2 of a diet at work:) I drank roughly about a gallon and a half of water throughout the day and filled any craving with fruits and veggies......I dont know anyone that has gotton fat on fruits and veggies:) I am in the process of talking Sarah into joing weight watchers for real with me, I think it will help if I actually have to goto the meetings and weigh in.........Well I am done eating for the night and we will see what happens with the mornning weigh in:)

And the lucky number is...

178! I weighed in this morning at 178! That is a 3 pound weight loss in 3 days! I am SO happy! I really think that this blogging thing is motivating me:)I am starting day #3 and I am starting to feel confident again......I hope I can contine this average of 1 pound a day........Once again I know that I am not supposed to be weighing myself everyday but I just can resist! And plus.........what else would I have to blog about??? We will see what I have to report at the end of the day.........Wish me luck!

I AM a rockstar!

Well I made it through day #2 and at work...........I was SO worried about caving on the diet with the leftover kitchen foods that they always bring down to the breakroom......but as of yesterday the state says," NO MORE" So thankfully for my sake someone is watching over me and my success with this diet..........I did come home and eat some asparagus, broccoli and cauliflower...........All good filling no pointers.........but I snuck in a light yogurt and some 100 calorie strawberry cupcakes! MMMMMMMMMMmmmmmm!!!

So off to watch some Lifetime and we will see what tomorrow and day #3 brings:)

Wow! I have come a LONG ass way! MOOOOOO

I dicovered this pic taken before I ever lost anything way back in 2004..........I guess I really have lost some weight........I love to look back on thingslike this:)

Success!

Well I know how bad it is to weigh yourself everyday but I was SO curius after one strict day......well I weighed in today at 179#! Thats a 2 pounds weight loss ion just one day! I am usually happy with that for a week progress.......let alone a day! I dont know if its mental or what but I woke up this morning and even felt thinner:) Thats all for now.....I go back to work tonight and I will need all the luck I can get with them giving us food from the kitchen! I will NOT eat it.....I will NOT eat it! hahah Later!

In the still of the night....

Rj and I went over to Gary and Pattis and I managed to stay good on the strictness of the diet........Patti made WONDERFUL smelling homemade from scratch biscuits and gravy and they had TONS left over after their family ate.........Yep...........I REFRAINED! I munched on a biscuit and that was it! I managed to make it through the first 24 hours of the agonizing diet:) I did come home and eat the rest of my points for the day with decent choices of fat free yogurt, cream of wheat and oranges............YAY ME!

Day 1 of the Journey.....................

Well I officially started Weight Watchers up again, I am doing pretty good. My starting weight was 181.........That is a 12 pound gain since Thanksgiving. I am SO disappointed in myself:( I am going to cancel my gym membership, I am just SO bored with it.........I want to buy the Nintendo Wii this coming weekend and get the Wii fit, I just hope I can stick with something until the warm weather gets here and I can walk everyday religiously. Here is a picture from New years Eve of me..........This is how I look as of now.....

I went to Meijers and spent $200 on good food to eat...........mainly buying fruits and Veggies.......As of day #1 .........I am on the right track!